lol! i followed your blog from your comment on robyn's blog, gosh...your statements are memorable, gate keepr btn village and spirit? lol. wow, where love is was going to be my blog title...till i settled on ,the one i have now/...interesting, i dont think i knew i was either at a certtain age, i just knew
I can't really pinpoint an age, but I definitely knew I was different. Especially in middle school when girls had crushes on me, and I wasn't using at all. The only thing I could do for them is give them a make over...
HMMM.... DID I EVEN QUESTION MY SEXUALITY, LIKE, EVER....? THE ANSWER IS NO. I WAS WHO I WAS, IT WAS NATURAL. IT WAS THAT SIMPLE.
EVEN AT A TIME WHEN I WOULD FIND A GIRL SEXUALLY ENTICING, AND WONDER WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO BE WITH HER INTIMATELY, I NEVER HAD CONFLICTING THOUGHTS ABOUT WHO I WAS. I KNEW, AND MY MIND, BODY AND SPIRIT AGREED, THAT I WAS A WOMAN WHO WAS PRIMARILY ATTRACTED TO MEN IN EVERY WAY.
AND MAY I ADD, I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THE PHOTO. IT'S GOT KIND OF AN OLD FEEL TO IT. IT REMINDS ME OF DAYS GONE BY.
I knew at the age of 10/11 but befor that men where never on my mind at all lol i was fully hetro sexuall and couldnt wait to get married and have kidz.
I "knew" I was gay just as far back as I can remember. But did I act on it? No. Got married, had children, and now -- after 30 years -- I decided I could no longer live a dishonest existence. Now divorced and living on my own I couldn't be happier.
When did I know? I've always known even when I didn't know what to call it! My very earliest memories are all filled with a same-gender-loving sensibility. I guess I knew without doubt around the age of 10 when I discovered masturbation, and all of my turn-ons were the male print models in their underwear.
I don't know when I knew...I knew I was in denial for a long time...I'd even look in the mirror and tell myself I wasn't gay...then in the 5th grade this boy transferred in and I liked him...then in middle school when we'd change clothes in the locker rooms I started taking a liking to the anatomy of men...but I really don't remember when I knew...maybe when I was 7 or 8 and instead of making my action figures fight each other, I'd make them go on dates with one another...
Can I remember back that far? of course I can I must have been a pre-teen when I notice and accepted that by chance I may be into the same sex although; i went on living as a STR8 man until years later when I was able to honestly identify with my sexuality.
lol i cant even answer thisone. I DONT KNOW! I like boys, but girls are hella fucking sexy sometimes...i just couldnt see myself trying to build a life witha female...Im a HETERO With a bit of spice!!! haha is that cheating...?
man i'm luvin these responses lol. i guess i was around 12 but i always knew i was different. i was in denial-total denial until about 23. my mother and father are ministers so you can imagine....
Baby, I knew I was gay when I was in the 3rd grade! I exactly remember my thoughts...my male classmate was walking beside me and TJ aint she cute. I was like yeah. And he told me that he had a crush on her. At that moment I thought why doesn't I feel the same way and why do I have a crush on him? That's when I realized I was different. My dreams definitely got broken of kissing Tay too lol But by 5th grade I totally knew I was gay.
I knew my sexuality was fluid by the age of 14. I kept it to myself and did what boys are taught they're *supposed* to do by dating & loving girls exclusively.
Having same-sex feelings scared and confused me so much that I didn't do anything about it until I was 19.
I KNEW FROM ABOUT 9 THAT I WAS ''DIFFERENT'' DIDN'T CONCEPTUALIZE IT FULLY UNTIL I WAS LIKE 12 THEN I REALIZED THAT FEELING OF BEING DIFFERENT WAS MY INNER GAY TRYING TO MANIFEST ITSELF.
I knew around 6 or 7 something was def. different when I would go to my brothers little league games to fantasize that his team captain was my dad. lol
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lol! i followed your blog from your comment on robyn's blog, gosh...your statements are memorable, gate keepr btn village and spirit? lol. wow, where love is was going to be my blog title...till i settled on ,the one i have now/...interesting, i dont think i knew i was either at a certtain age, i just knew
ReplyDeleteI can't really pinpoint an age, but I definitely knew I was different. Especially in middle school when girls had crushes on me, and I wasn't using at all. The only thing I could do for them is give them a make over...
ReplyDeleteHMMM.... DID I EVEN QUESTION MY SEXUALITY, LIKE, EVER....? THE ANSWER IS NO. I WAS WHO I WAS, IT WAS NATURAL. IT WAS THAT SIMPLE.
ReplyDeleteEVEN AT A TIME WHEN I WOULD FIND A GIRL SEXUALLY ENTICING, AND WONDER WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO BE WITH HER INTIMATELY, I NEVER HAD CONFLICTING THOUGHTS ABOUT WHO I WAS. I KNEW, AND MY MIND, BODY AND SPIRIT AGREED, THAT I WAS A WOMAN WHO WAS PRIMARILY ATTRACTED TO MEN IN EVERY WAY.
AND MAY I ADD, I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THE PHOTO. IT'S GOT KIND OF AN OLD FEEL TO IT. IT REMINDS ME OF DAYS GONE BY.
GOSH, AM I EVEN ANSWERING THE QUESTION OR AM I WAFFLING AND TOTALLY OFF? I DON'T KNOW WHERE MY HEAD IS AT.
ReplyDeleteI was a late bloomer . . . 32
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ReplyDeleteI knew at the age of 10/11 but befor that men where never on my mind at all lol
ReplyDeletei was fully hetro sexuall and couldnt wait to get married and have kidz.
KABOMO - YOU STILL CAN GET MARRIED AND HAVE KIDZ....
ReplyDeleteI "knew" I was gay just as far back as I can remember. But did I act on it? No. Got married, had children, and now -- after 30 years -- I decided I could no longer live a dishonest existence. Now divorced and living on my own I couldn't be happier.
ReplyDeleteSCTOTT747 - I CAN'T HELP BUT WONDER IF YOU DON'T HAVE A LITTLE REGRET?
ReplyDeleteAT LEAST SOMETHING POSITIVE CAME OUT OF MY COMMENTS. I, ON THE OTHER HAND...
ReplyDeleteWhen did I know? I've always known even when I didn't know what to call it! My very earliest memories are all filled with a same-gender-loving sensibility. I guess I knew without doubt around the age of 10 when I discovered masturbation, and all of my turn-ons were the male print models in their underwear.
ReplyDeleteI don't know when I knew...I knew I was in denial for a long time...I'd even look in the mirror and tell myself I wasn't gay...then in the 5th grade this boy transferred in and I liked him...then in middle school when we'd change clothes in the locker rooms I started taking a liking to the anatomy of men...but I really don't remember when I knew...maybe when I was 7 or 8 and instead of making my action figures fight each other, I'd make them go on dates with one another...
ReplyDeletePre-Kindergarten. But I didn't officially come out of closet to my family until my mid-twenties, after I had safely moved to NYC.
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KENDAL - I AM SURE YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT MADE YOUR ACTION FIGURES PLAY WITH EACH OTHER (^_^)
ReplyDeleteDAVID DUST - @ LEAST YOU CAME OUT...
ReplyDeleteI knew I liked boys when I was seven. I did not know that meant I was a homosexual until I was 17.
ReplyDeleteCURIO - TALK ABOUT INNOCENCE HUH?
ReplyDeleteCan I remember back that far? of course I can I must have been a pre-teen when I notice and accepted that by chance I may be into the same sex although; i went on living as a STR8 man until years later when I was able to honestly identify with my sexuality.
ReplyDeleteCHET - MUST HAVE BEEN A DIFFICULT TIME FOR YOU, BUT HERE YOU ARE...
ReplyDeleteI raped/molested so I wouldn't really know how to answer.
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ReplyDeletelol i cant even answer thisone. I DONT KNOW! I like boys, but girls are hella fucking sexy sometimes...i just couldnt see myself trying to build a life witha female...Im a HETERO With a bit of spice!!! haha is that cheating...?
ReplyDeleteI never doubted I was straight, to my knowledge.
ReplyDeleteI was always diverse.....I never knew until about 12 to embrace it.....
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ReplyDeleteCLNMIKE - I DON'T DOUBT YOU @ ALL
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man i'm luvin these responses lol. i guess i was around 12 but i always knew i was different. i was in denial-total denial until about 23. my mother and father are ministers so you can imagine....
ReplyDeleteWONDER MAN - MY ONLY HOPE IS THAT HE WAS YOUR AGE...
ReplyDeleteCASOU - SO ARE YOU GONNA TELL ME?
ReplyDeleteKB - BEING A PK ISN'T EASY, SO I GLAD THAT YOU ACCEPTED YOURSELF
ReplyDeleteMECHADUDE2001 - DON'T YOU JUST LOVE THEM CHIPPENDALE DANCERS?
ReplyDeletehahahahaha...what a question. Well I think Im hetero (blink blink)but I think Ive always loved dick....lol
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ReplyDeleteBaby, I knew I was gay when I was in the 3rd grade! I exactly remember my thoughts...my male classmate was walking beside me and TJ aint she cute. I was like yeah. And he told me that he had a crush on her. At that moment I thought why doesn't I feel the same way and why do I have a crush on him? That's when I realized I was different. My dreams definitely got broken of kissing Tay too lol But by 5th grade I totally knew I was gay.
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ReplyDeleteCUTIE TJ - FOR SOME REASON I THINK YOU KNEW BEFORE THE 3RD GRADE...L(O)L
ReplyDeleteACOUSTIC SOUL - 21 IS A GOOD AGE...
ReplyDeleteI knew my sexuality was fluid by the age of 14. I kept it to myself and did what boys are taught they're *supposed* to do by dating & loving girls exclusively.
ReplyDeleteHaving same-sex feelings scared and confused me so much that I didn't do anything about it until I was 19.
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MOANERPLICITY - I'VE ALWAYS WONDERED ABOUT YOUR SEXUALITY WHEN I READ YOUR BLOG...NOW I KNOW...
ReplyDeleteI was 12
ReplyDeleteTRU3LOGIC - FOR SOME REASON I THOUGHT YOU WERE YOUNGER...
ReplyDelete@ 19 LOL!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteDEONTE'K - COOL YOU ARE IN GOOD COMPANY
ReplyDeleteI KNEW FROM ABOUT 9 THAT I WAS ''DIFFERENT'' DIDN'T CONCEPTUALIZE IT FULLY UNTIL I WAS LIKE 12 THEN I REALIZED THAT FEELING OF BEING DIFFERENT WAS MY INNER GAY TRYING TO MANIFEST ITSELF.
ReplyDeleteOSSIE - FOR SOME REASON I THOUGHT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN @ AN EARLIER AGE...(^_^)
ReplyDeleteWas in tru denial until 16
ReplyDeleteI knew around 6 or 7 something was def. different when I would go to my brothers little league games to fantasize that his team captain was my dad. lol
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