¡HAPPY EARTH~DAY LADY MARIA!

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I LOVE YOU & THANK GOD THAT YOU MADE IT TO ANOTHER B-DAY!

¡HAPPY EARTH~DAY ®‡ø!

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How can I reach out and touch you?
How I can I hold you and tell you that it will be okay?
I want you to know that I will be there when you're in distress
I’ll be that place where you can find sweet rest.

When the world seems like its coming to an end.
I’ll be there holding your hand cause I’m your friend.
When the world strives and all left is small meat
I’ll me there feeding you making sure you eat.

When the gods deny you happiness and love
I’ll I lead an army and wage war in the heavens above.
If they tear the earth and make the land hotter
I’ll be wetting your lips with cold water.

When the sands of time deny us our youth
I’ll lay besides my friend in my last black suit.
So never feel laden, carry that load to the end
I’ll be right besides you helping as your loving friend.

¡HAPPY EARTH~DAY NOEL!

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I feel that EARTH~DAYS are reminders that who and what we are changes as we journey through life a little everyday. And I hope that as time marches on you’d see that your worth is not a product of your intelligence, your talent, your looks, your good works, or how much you have accomplished. Rather it is immeasurable and unchanging manifestation of your eternal and infinite oneness with the universe (and me). I hope that this day represents the cornerstone of the dual foundations of optimism and self-belief, for they are the things that will aid you on life’s journey…So as each EARTH~DAY comes, I hope you endeavor to appreciate yourself, treat yourself kindly, define your personal boundaries, be proactive in seeing that your needs are met AND broaden your horizons…¡HAPPY EARTH~DAY NOEL…I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

¡HAPPY EARTH~DAY DEAVIAN!

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SO HERE WE ARE ANOTHER YEAR IS GONE BY THAT MARKS YOUR GETTING A BIT OLDER…I REMEMBER THE DAY YOU CAME HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL NOW YOU ARE 8 YEARS OLD…IF ONLY I COULD HOLD TIME SO THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE…UNCLE LOVES YOU SO MUCH!

¡HAPPY EARTH~DAY ZHIVONIA!

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LOOK WHO THINKS BECAUSE SHE IS 5 YEARS OLD TODAY THAT SHE IS A BIG GIRL...UNCLE LOVES YOU SO MUCH...

¡HAPPY EARTH~DAY "MOTHER"!

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¡IF YOU SEE THIS LADY WHEN YOU ARE OUT N’ ABOUT PLEASE WISH HER A HAPPY 51^st EARTH~DAY!…

¡THE EARTH~DAY DWELLERS!

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We here @ thegayte-keeper thought it would be nice to acknowledge the FIRST breathe of the various bloggers that come here on a daily bases. So kindly leave us with the date of your EARTH~DAY and you can e-mail picture of yourself (if you wish) to thegayte_keeper@yahoo.com that will posted along with your message…THANK YOU for allowing us to be apart of your SPECIAL day…

HAPPY EARTH~DAY ®‡ø

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Parts Of YOU

Enjoy the ride as YOU flow through the universe

For today YOU only become this age but once. 

For 364 days of out the year 

YOU struggle against the current of life 

Trying to do things in your own way

And today YOU can. 

I can go on and tell that YOU are a STRANGE person 

But YOU know that already. 

I can write about how INVISIBLE YOU are 

But what’s the point?

The ONLY thing I ask on this day,

Is that YOU LET YOURSELF BE SEEN

I want YOU to transform yourself 

As YOU get closer AND closer to man that YOU are becoming. 

STAND in front of yourself 

And thank YOU for being here for YOU. 
Feel the gratitude, attention, warmth, and support,

While noticing the sense of safety YOU feel 

As YOU surround YOU. 

Feel inspired, 

Share your innermost thoughts. 

YOU may be surprised at the feelings of peace 

When YOU feel safe enough to go deep into your soul 

And share yourself with YOU

YOU are

For life is but a memory of a memory

And it is time to unbind

All that has left YOU behind 

The dread of the nothing

That strikes fear in the heart of the hereafter

And beyond and before and after

And beyond the unimaginable

But YOU know all of this already…

YOU are the struggle

Between the NO nothing

And the KNOW nothing…

This I can assure YOU is NOT nothing,

So fly free

And touch the parts YOU that YOU can see…

tgk ©

 

HAPPY EARTH~DAY HERATIO

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It is said that GRACE EXISTS INSIDE OF ALL OF US & AROUND US. It is MERELY our inner beauty that radiates outward, touching everyone we meet; and that is how I see you my friend. You are that unseen hand that comes from the divine, rising up what I need most. When I am lost OR looking for that EXTRA boost of confidence I can ALWAYS count on you to be there for me. You are that rain bringing relief to drought-ridden farm in the lives of so many. You represent the LOVE that resides between two people, that gift OR check that comes unexpectedly in the mail…You are that thriving element in a world of dualities AND challenges that I admire. The way you approach the hurdles of life says a lot about the man you are. I LOVE that you have NO problem defining who OR what you are in this world; and it is because of this I SINCERELY WISH YOU A HAPPY EARTH~DAY! FOR I KNOW THAT THE WORLD IS BETTER PLACE BECAUSE OF WHO YOU ARE…

HAPPY EARTH~DAY WAYNE

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I want to start off by wishing you a HAPPY EARTH~DAY! This is your day and I hope you enjoy it to the fullest. I sincerely hope that you use this day to reflect on the year that passed AND the one that has started…LORD KNOWS I HAVE! I find it interesting how we find ourselves @ the cross-roads of time and the decisions that we make today will have an effect on our tomorrow. NONETHELESS, you and I both know that I am YOUR friend AND will always be and you cannot deny that. There are times when you are called upon to be someone you are NOT and that isn’t something I am prepared to do and for that I am sorry. You know that I will be honest with you and you know that isn’t what you want in your life right now…To know that we are in this place where things aren’t things says that you do NOT understand OR know me…I will be BOLD and say I don’t think that you care to. Nonetheless, I wish ONLY good things for you…from the moment we met that was my intension. It is SO interesting how as we age we STILL look for others approval in order to feel alive…human even…but what does it give us? You are @ a point in your life when you should question why, when AND how. This realization needs to happen for you before you loose EVERYTHING that you hold near and dear to you. For some odd reason getting the short end of the stick has such a tight a hold on your psyche that it feels like the REAL thing; but it is NOT! Hence I feel that YOU need to heal what hurts AND free up the negative energy that is keeping you in the same place year after year. The longer you sit on things, the harder it is to work through, and the more likely it is that you will be forced to acknowledge it as it makes itself known to you in ways you can't predict. Rather than waiting for this to happen, I hope that you can empower yourself by identifying the pain AND resolving to take action toward healing it. I know that the VERY thought of this brings up feelings of resistance, especially since your life is fine on the surface. I know that it is HARD for you to dig up the past and go into it unless you are being seriously inconvenienced by the hurt. BUT WHAT CHOICE DO YOU HAVE? The thing is, when we are carrying the burden of our unprocessed pain, sooner OR later, it will inconvenience us. So it pays to be brave AND proactive, so you can save yourself a lot of future suffering AND free up the energy that is tied up in keeping the pain down. It is time to that you walk with your head up, with a smile on your face. In order for you to get there, you need to make some decisions. Whatever path you choose, resolve to go deep into the pain AND set yourself free. Remember, it is never too late in life to heal what hurts, and there is never a better time than now. So as you read this and go about your life please remember that my thoughts are just that MY thoughts, I only say what I say because I see what is to come but I realize that you can’t make someone want to do good by themselves…they have to want it…I believe that all life is predestined and yours and mine follow that path…I believe that sometimes you have to let someone go in order for them to come back…So take responsibility for fulfilling your destiny…when you do you will see that you NOT only take fate into your own hands, but also you become the hands of your own fate. Doorways inevitably open for you to step through, and every choice you make will lead you to where you need to be…SO whether YOU THINK I AM ON YOUR SIDE OR NOT, WE BOTH KNOW THAT I AM…I AM ONE THE MOST REAL, HONEST & OPEN HUMAN YOU WILL EVER MEET IN YOUR LIFE…SO AS YOU ENJOY YOUR DAY, PLEASE MAKE THIS THE START OF ACCEPTING & MAKING THAT STEP TOWARDS MAKING YOURSELF WHOLE…YOU WILL BE SUCH A BETTER MAN IF YOU DO…

HAPPY EARTH~DAY SIS

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When we spend time together

I want you to know

I enjoy your company so much

I don't want to go

You're someone I can count on

When I need a helping hand

You know me so well

You always understand

We have our ups and downs

This we both know

Through it all our bond

Still manages to grow

We may be different

In many ways

But we still enjoy each other

When together we spend our days

What I'm trying to tell you

You may already know

You're an important part in my life

And I hope this I show

HAPPY EARTH~DAY MY SISTER, I LOVE YOU

HAPPY EARTH~DAY DEAVIAN

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May your spirit keep the freedom

of a butterfly in spring

and your heart be filled always

with the joys of simple things.

May your essence claim the freshness

of the new laid morning dew.

All of this...and more...

is my Birthday wish for you.

They say that every 7 years the cells in our bodies regenerate and numerology states that 7 is Thought/consciousness…So when I think about my niece I can’t help but smile. She came to this planet 7 years ago on this date in blaze of glory and she shows no sign of stopping. I am putting the energy out there and letting her know that the world is hers AND no one OR anything can change that! When you get old enough to make your way in this world, I want you to read this and remember what a SPECIAL person you are to me AND everyone else that your existence has touched…

HAPPY EARTH~DAY DERRINIQUE

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Trying to get in step Little girl trying to get in step

Skipping steps to be in step

With her bigger little sisters

Better, be in step

Than beyond steps

Out of control

Living her life in a volcano’s hole

Like a dog in heat

That knows NO better

Or worst…

Feeling comfort in the fire

For she got some breeze

Or so she feels

While her soul burns

As she yearns to be,

What she is NOT!

Talk about lost identity

But I believe that somewhere

Somehow

In the here and now

She will see her non-identity

That is thrust into obscurity

And all this obscenity

Will be mixed with her insanity

A place that exist beyond here

That shows inside her fears

I am NO soothsayer

Who is to know what is going to happen tomorrow?

And what sorrow is that holds her in its grip

That keeps her from soaring

What I do know

Is that she forgot herself

Getting ahead of herself

Trying to forget that she forgot herself

No longer a precious commodity

As she lays herself down

To receive HE that brings elicit desires

If only she lived in a world

Where nothing went wrong

A world of dreams where nothing is what it seems

But this is only but my dream

For she is a step ahead of where she should be…

© tgk

HAPPY EARTH~DAY ZHIVONIA

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Today's the day

We get to say

We're happy you were born-

Hooray!

They say that when a woman miscarries, that the baby that is born directly after that event will have the SENSE and ENERGY of the one that died before it. Now I can attest to this notion for I have a niece that has the SOUL of grown up that in the form of a little girl. This VERY outspoken little girl will tell the world that she is NO baby (ESPECIALLY SINCE SHE IS FOUR YEARS OLD NOW). This precocious child is nothing short of adorable, but whatever you do; do NOT tell her that she is baby!

HAPPY EARTH~DAY DAVEY

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Don't Be Afraid

Do not be afraid to shine,

This world needs what you have to give.

Open up the areas of your being;

Expose them to yourself - to others.

You are valuable.

You are unique.

You have much to give.

Do not be afraid to give it.

As I sit and contemplate this your day of entry to this planet, I thought about how you are one the best people that I know…ONLY YOU DON’T FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT YOURSELF. I contemplate the various things that you have done since we became friends and I can only shake my head in disbelief…I can only HOPE that these words that I write find you and make you see what I see. I feel that you live your life with the intent of being the ODD one and though that has it benefits, it can be VERY taxing AND annoying. Hence, I feel that the first thing that I should say to you is WAKE UP! You have elevated the process of complaining to a high art. Sometimes interesting mostly exhausting, you have the ability to find a problem just about anywhere. They say that complaining in its more EVOLVED from is simply the ability to see what is not working in one’s life…if ONLY for you it followed its natural conclusion to find a solution AND apply it. Sadly, you do not get anywhere near this point and I feel that your constant complaining has become an end in itself. I say this because mostly you complain about the THINGS or PEOPLE that YOU allow to HURT and ABUSE you. In small doses, you are NOT a problem, but sadly complaining has become a huge part of you identity and that energy is just trying to spread itself. I get that you are NOT happy, how can you be? Nevertheless, blaming the world for what is wrong does NOT solve anything. IF ONLY WHEN YOU COMPLAIN YOU TORE DOWN SOME UNDESIRABLE STRUCTURE IN ORDER TO MAKE ROOM FOR SOMETHING NEW…FACE IT YOU ARE NOT MEANT FOR CERTAIN THINGS or CERTAIN PLACES, STOP FORCING YOURSELF TO DEAL WITH THEM.

After your illogical phone to me @ 2 am in the morning, I have thought asking you these questions in commemoration of your 43rd B-DAY:

1. DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE A MESS?
2. DO YOU SEE ANYTHING WRONG WITH MY SAYING THAT?
3. IS IT A BAD THING IF I REFUSE TO TOLERATE YOU?
4. HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT ME SAYING THAT I AM NOT PROUD OF YOU?
5. DO YOU KNOW THAT I SEE BEYOND YOU & THE WAY YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE?
6. DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU ZAP THE POSITIVE ENERGY OUT OF LIFE?
7. WHY DO YOU FEEL THE NEED TO LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH AN AUDIENCE THAT MOCKS & BELITTLE YOU?
8. DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE CAUGHT UP IN YOURSELF?
9. DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU DO NOT CONSIDER OTHERS EVEN THOUGH YOU SAY YOU DO?
10. WHY ARE YOU OBESSIVE COMPULSIVE?
11. WHY CAN’T YOU PROCESS & RELEASE?
12. WHO GAVE YOU THAT GLORIFIED SOAP BOX UPON WHICH YOU STAND?
13. WHAT MAKES YOU BETTER THAN EVERY GAY MAN?
14. WHY SO MANY OF YOUR FRIENDS DON’T REGARD YOU?
15. WHY YOUR EX GIRLFRIENDS DON’T EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE YOU?
16. WHY IS YOUR WAY OR NOW WAY?
17. DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO YOURSELF?
18. DO YOU CARE?
19. I SUSPECT PSYCHOSIS, DO YOU?
20. DO YOU KNOW THAT I SACRIFICE WHAT I FEEL IS TRUE TO TOLERATE YOU?
21. THIS DAY FORTH I AM FOCUSED ON ME, HOW ABOUT YOU REALLY DO THE SAME?
22. DON’T YOU FIND IT WEIRD THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE ANYONE TO SHARE YOUR NEGATIVE ENERGY WITH?
23. DO YOU THINK THE THINGS I AM SAYING ARE HURTFUL?
24. CAN YOU PRETEND TO FEEL THEM?
25. WHY DO YOU HATE PROGRESS?
26. WHY DO YOU TELL THE SAME STORIES OVER & OVER AGAIN?
27. CAN YOU DISMISS THE NEGATIVE & DRAINING ENERGY FROM YOUR SPACE?
28. DO YOU KNOW THAT IF YOU DO YOU WILL DISAPPEAR?
29. DO YOU KNOW THAT IT IS NOT OK FOR OTHERS TO SAY ‘OH THAT IS NO BIG DEAL; IT’S JUST HOW YOU BEHAVE?’
30. DO YOU KNOW THAT IF YOU DO SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE IT IS NOT COOL TO ALWAYS LOOK FOR A PAT ON THE BACK?
31. CAN YOU SEE THE LESSON & NOT THE WORK?
32. DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU BLOCK ALL OF YOUR BLESSINGS?
33. WHY ARE YOU AFRAID OF AGING?
34. DOES IT HURT IF I SAY THAT IF I WERE YOU I WOULD BE TOO?
35. DO YOU ENJOY THE SIMPLE THINGS IN LIFE? REALLY?
36. CAN YOU LAUGH UNTIL YOU GASP FOR BREATH?
37. CAN YOU NOT COMPLAIN ABOUT SOMETHING FOR AN ENTIRE MINUTE?
38. CAN YOU ADMIT THAT YOU ARE WRONG SOMETIMES?
39. CAN YOU NOT TAKE GUILT TRIPS?
40. DO YOU FEEL GRATEFUL FOR BEING ALIVE? REALLY?
41. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT IF YOU GET LIFE WRONG YOU ARE DOOMED TO REPEAT IT? THEN WHY TAKE THAT PATH?
42. CAN YOU SEE ME FOR THE MAN THAT I AM & NOT WHAT YOU THINK I AM?
43. CAN YOU READ THIS, THINK ABOUT WHAT I AM ASKING & TRY TO MAKE SOME CHANGES ABOUT YOURSELF?

NOW I KNOW THAT THERE ARE THOSE OF YOU OUT THERE THAT WILL READ THIS & FEEL THAT I AM HARSH OR RATHER I SHOULD SEEK HER OUT, SIT DOWN WITH & TALK TO HER...I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND THAT CONCEPT, BUT WHEN SOME PEOPLE ARE LOST TO THEMSELVES IT IS VERY, VERY VERY DIFFICULT FOR THEM ACCEPT CERTAIN THINGS. THOUGH THIS IS A NEGATIVE ENTRY FOR SUCH A HAPPY OCCASSION I FELT IT NECESSARY TO WRITE IT FOR THIS DAY BECAUSE I WANT IT TO HIT HOME. I DO NOT FOR ONE MINUTE FEEL THAT I AM BETTER or HATE DAVEY, I JUST WANT HER TO BE HAPPY WITH WHO SHE IS AS A WOMAN, LESBIAN, SISTER, DAUGHTER, AUNT & FRIEND...

HAPPY EARTH~DAY JAMIKO

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As you acknowledge this as your day of entry on this planet, I would like for you see this time of year; this season as the time for you to gestate. Your life as it is WILL bloom, but only AFTER you have ENDURED a period of cold. I know that LIFE is hard because you are HELD in the dark, but know that you are undergoing INTERNAL adjustments AND CHANGES invisible to the eye. Just like you were 24 years ago on this day, gestating in the lightless, watery wombs of your mother, you were fully engaged in the process of preparing to be born. Your life is a MYSTERY that is cloaked within a POWERFUL urge for growth enclosed in a small, dark space. Know that as you YEARN for the light that what you see will cause you to loose PATIENCE for, and interest in, the darkness that is keeping you. However this process is what you need right now, LIFE needs you to be still AND work on YOU! This phase of your growth has SO much control over your life, yet I am asking that you CELEBRATE it in the same vain as you do with the lighter AND brighter phase of your life. This will foster UNDISTRACTED energy that fosters PURE thoughts; the LAW OF ATTRACTION states that like attracts like AND influences ALL energy. When you BREATHE in the air of those that does NOT energetically lift you, it HURTS your soul. Hold POSITIVE thoughts in your mind keep them near you @ all times and do NOT focus on the things that are beyond you. @ THE CORE OF YOUR EXPERIENCE YOU MUST KNOW THAT YOU WILL BE OKAY, YOU MUST KNOW THAT I AM PULLING FOR YOU…YOU MUST KNOW THAT YOUR LIFE IS WAY TOO IMPORTANT…YOUR THOUGHTS & FEELINGS EXIST IN RELATION TO ONE ANOTHER, ALWAYS LISTEN & TRUST THEM. ON THIS DAY I WANT YOU TO MAKE A PROMISE TO YOURSELF THAT YOU WILL HAVE A POSITIVE OUTLOOK ON YOUR LIFE THAT WILL ENABLE YOU TO DANCE, MOVE & BREATHE YOURSELF INTO EXISTENCE.

HAPPY EARTH~DAY MOTHER

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As a boy growing up, I can remember the day that I asked my mother her and she told that she was 28. @ That moment I thought to myself that when she is 30 I will be 10, 40 I will 20 AND 50 I will be 30. Now the STRANGEST thing about that day is that I saw my mom as an adult, someone that is so GROWN up AND has it all together…FUNNY how I got to be that and I did NOT feel OR thought of myself as I saw her. My mother turning 50 made me realize how time really flies AND how @ that age I never gave any thought as to what kind of man I would be OR where I would be in my life. Nonetheless, the time is here AND I am HAPPY with where I am; I am HAPPY with who I am AND NO one on this earth can get in the way of that. I remember telling my mother about my sexuality, it was VERY difficult AND terrifying but I did it nonetheless. From that day until now our relationship has NOT changed, she is still the ONLY woman in my life L(O)L! AND I would NOT have it any other way. My mother proved to me that she is STRONG and UNSTOPPABLE…she made it this far without half of the things that are @ my fingertips. I know that she sacrifice herself for both my sister AND I, for that I will be ETERNALLY grateful. As a child growing up and going to school and having to write stories about my hero it was always my mother that was the subject. ON THIS DAY I WANT TO SAY HAPPY EARTH DAY TO A WOMAN THAT IS MY MOTHER & FATHER…I WANT TO THANK HER FOR BEING THE VESSEL THAT BROUGHT ME HERE…I WANT TO SAY THAT I WOULD NOT CHANGE HER FOR ANOTHER…I WANT HER TO ENJOY THIS HER DAY & I HOPE SHE GETS 50 MORE YEARS ON THIS EARTH TO BE MY MOTHER…

HAPPY B-DAY ®‡ø

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R U HAPPY?

On this your day as you get older

And life comes @ you fast…

Can you tell me that you are happy?

You seem so still;

Moving @ a slow pace

R u moving @ all?

I sit here watching you walk on STONE all alone,

Bearing only that which is pure to you…

I wish I only knew what that was

As you walk the shore of the life you have been living.

Staring into breaking waves

Do you have memories of broken days?

…The times that went away?

Reflecting on your life,

Do you dream you are home?

R u in the company of the LOVE you know?

How can you separate life from dream?

As you lay alone,

Motionless without breath.

© tgk

HAPPY B-DAY HORATIO!

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THANKS FOR THE FRAGMENTS OF YOU…Sometimes it feels as if I have you living inside of me, expressing yourself in a voice that is so familiar. When life expresses the difficult times and I need clarity, I can ALWAYS count on you to be the voice of REASON and UNDERSTANDING. You make me realize that as I move forward amidst CONFUSION, DOUBTS and CONCERNS; that they only linger in my psyche because they have NOT been FULLY EXPRESSED and EXAMINED. Thanks to you I can handle the dilemma consciously and make connection between my PSYCHE and SOUL by summoning the MANY fragments of YOU that make ME whole. Thanks to you I am on a FRUITFUL PATH of SELF-EXPLORATION which ultimately increases ME and those that I am associated with. Because of YOU I can imagine a roundtable in which I gather all the various representatives of MY being, allowing them to name themselves and giving them a chance to speak. I know that I can take JOY in this because you make it OKAY for me to be ME, I can allow each part of my being the opportunity to weigh in, fully expressing the perspective they represent, and listen without comment. I will just SIT, LISTEN and be AMAZED at the WISDOM and ENERGY I POSSESS, ALL BECAUSE OF THE FRAGMENTS OF YOU. HAPPY B-DAY HORATIO & IT IS BECAUSE OF YOU I AM BETTER HUMAN THAT IS ABLE TO MOVE THROUGH THE UNIVERSE AS THE FORCE THAT I AM MEANT TO BE.

HAPPY B-DAY WAYNE!

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(THIS IS THE LIFE OF YOUR DREAMS...WAKE UP TO IT)

Many of us are familiar with the experience of waking up to the fact that our lives are no longer working the way we have set them up. Sometimes this is due to a shift occurring inside ourselves over time, and sometimes it is part of the larger shift that is currently affecting all humanity. Change is happening at such an increased rate that it is difficult to predict what the future holds. As a result, many of the old ways of planning out a life are no longer applicable, and if we cling to them we feel strangely out of tune with reality. If we are in tune with the energies around us, we will begin to question ideas that just a few years ago seemed sensible. In the simplest terms, the shift we are undergoing right now has to do with recognizing ourselves as being more than human, remembering that our earthly aspects are a very small part of who we are. In truth, we are multidimensional beings. When we begin to realize this, the life we planned for a limited conception of ourselves no longer fits. We must meet the needs and qualifications not only of our bodies but also of our souls. This realization dawns slowly for some and with the suddenness of a bolt of lightning for others, and we all must find the way that works for us to integrate this new and larger sense of self into our life plan. Sometimes a drastic change feels totally right, and overnight we might decide to sell our home and move to another country or quit our job and begin a second career. Other times, we allow the changes to proceed slowly, beginning perhaps with allowing ourselves to dream of a new life or just to ask the deeper questions that encourage us to discover our true purpose in life. Either way, know that this process is a natural sign of the growth we are all going through, and trust it to guide you to the life of your dreams.

HAPPY B-DAY ANDY!

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Life Goes On

In every human life,

There are some moments when one is sad and depressed

Frustrated from every zone of life,

And feel like leaving everything & going away

And Life Goes on...

Some moments in which

one is wrapped with tensions

one wants to get out of them and fly high in the sky

But cant run away, and life goes on...

Some moments in which,

one who adores hurts sentiments,

one needs a support,

a shoulder to dry on,

But doesn’t find one, and life goes on...

Some moments in which one gets tired of life

or so intensely hurt that one wants to die

one wishes to end up with

life at that very moment, and life goes on...

And in every human life on day arrives

when there is a big halt to one's life.

and then the people cry

and show that they were concerned

Then the question arises

do they wait for one's death,

to care, to understand the one

if so, then wait till death and until then

LIFE GOES ON...

¡HAPPY B-DAY SIS!

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A Woman I Am

By Deborah

When I'm feeling blue,

I cry...afterwards glad to be alive.

Hoping to share my life with you,

Free to express my feelings...of wanting happiness.

A Woman, even when you pat my head; also likes roses red..

I have fears ­ but never afraid to shed the tears.

Loving beautiful things: I listen to birds sing.

Not wanting pain - joy comes with a gentle rain.

A Woman cuddled next to you,

But yes, a little girl too.

Enough strength sometimes to ring churchbell chimes...

But needing comfort by her side;

Your power like a roaring tide.

With a morning sunrise - awake with a sparkle in the eye.

A bit shy I am - afraid to die.

I'm the one who likes to play, waiting to be swept away.

I like to take bubble baths...

And to walk the garden path.

A Woman trying to cope,

Holding onto threads of hope.

Who loves the band?

I, who holds your hand.

A Woman I am by candlelight,

While we share warm delight.

I'm making wishes on stars - trying - without any bars; ice-cream;

And building a dream.

I, who enjoys the train: reliving lifes' joy ­ has all to gain.

A Woman.

Not a toy in this gown of lace; not competing in a race.

Kissing as we walk the county fair...

Lots of love I hold - and want to share.

A Woman

I am:Butterfly free;

Just simply me.

As a Woman, I stand up to cheer - me...

Woman of the Year!

I - a Woman ­ and proud to be...

The WOMAN I am

HAPPY B-DAY DEAVIAN

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Let us lie awake and dream

Of fireflys and starry night skies

When we believed what we were told

And dug in search of pirate's gold

Shooting stars and milky ways

And giant candy- filled parades

Your dreams you can't afford to sellI tell you this - and listen well-

The dream world in your mindIs real as any you might find

As sure as the young heart's pure

As pure a love it will lure

How different would be the world be knew

If a child's eyes we saw through?

HAPPY B-DAY DERRINIQUE!

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Sweet sixteen you are, you were, in part shall always be.

That wonder, horror, perfect, fearful, strong, weak, potpourri.

One moment sailing through the sky, next, in the depths of hell.

What a way to learn of life, a test to live it well.

You need to be connected, dear, the same as all your friends.

You want to be so different, your own self to the end.

You long to be out on your own, you want your family there.

You feel you look so good, then hate your face, your nose, your hair.

And all that I can tell you now my sweet, sixteen, confused,

Is that I love you, and someday you'll look on this bemused.

HAPPY B-DAY ZHIVONIA!

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You are a special niece to me.

It has been a blessing for me to see you grow up

to be the person who you were supposed to be.

The angels must have lent you their gloves,

so you could create those wonderful things

that fills my heart with beauty and love.

You should share your talents for others to see.

The angels will be as happy as they can be,

that you used their gloves to make pretty things,

to make people so happy they want to sing.

By sharing your gifts that shows your creative touch,

others will thank the angels from above that you helped them fill their homes

with beauty and love.

HAPPY B-DAY DAVEY!

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Martyr

for davey

Sufferer for her cause

Sacrificial victim she is…

The difference between her and a madwoman is that she is not mad!

The fields are filled with desires of her voice crying for freedom,

But all in vain they will fade…

She understands that

The way of the world is,

To praise dead saints,

And persecute the living ones.

Her existence is predestined

She was born with a life purpose

It isn’t up to her whether or not she says yes to fulfill it.

Taking responsibility for her destiny,

She bears defeat without losing heart,

Answering the call…

Letting her soul be heard!

Her heart is unconditional!

It doesn’t blow in the wind

Or change with the weather

For she knows that if a flower can go through rain,

Her heart must go through pain.

There are many a tear in her heart that never reaches her eye

For she has her own ‘why’ of life,

She has to bear just about any ‘how.’

Knowing that we all live under the same sky,

But we don’t have the same horizon.

She is the sacrifice

For so that others may live!

She is ‘our’ Joan of Ark,

She is the face behind the mirror!

…the martyr

HAPPY B-DAY MALLIEBOO!

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Life Goes On...

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In every human life,

there are some moments when one is sad and depressed

Frustrated from every zone of life,

And feel like leaving everything & going away

And Life Goes on...

Some moments in which one is wrapped with tensions

one wants to get out of them and fly high in the sky

But cant run away, and life goes on...

Some moments in which,

one who adores hurts sentiments,

one needs a support,

a shoulder to dry on,

But doesn't find one ,

and life goes on...

Some moments in which one gets tired of life

or so intensely hurt that one wants to die one wishes to end up with

life at that very moment, and life goes on...

And in every human life on day arrives

When there is a big halt to one's life.

And then the people cryand show that they were concerned

Then the question arises

Do they wait for one's death,

To care, To understand the one

If so, then wait till death and untill then

LIFE GOES ON...

HAPPY B-DAY MOM!

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HOPE U HAVE A GREAT DAY!

LOVE YR ONLY SON...

I AWOKE TO THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING.

AN ANGEL BUSHED ME WITH HER WINGS.

I OPENED MY EYES COULD NOT BELEAVE.

A GLOWING LIGHT RIGHT NEXT TO ME.

I THOUGHT TO MYSELF THIS CAN NOT BE TRUE.

THEN I SHE SAID I LOVE YOU.

I SAID TO THE ANGEL WHY ARE YOU HERE?

SHE SAID MY DEAR THERE IS SOMETHING THAT YOU MUST KNOW.

DON'T BE SCARED COME ON LETS GO.

I SHOOK AND SHIVERD AS SHE CAME NEAR.

THEN ALL THE SUDDEN I HAD NO FEAR.

I FELT HER WINGS.

I TOUCHED HER HAND.

SHE SAID I'VE BEEN ALL THREW THIS LAND.

I WONT HURT YOU I'M YOUR GUIDE.

THEN WE WALKED TO THE OUTSIDE.

I SAID ARE YOU HERE CAUSE IT'S MY TIME.

SHE SAID NO CHILD YOU'VE HARDELY SHINED.

I SAID THEN WHY HAVE YOU PICKED ME?

SHE SAID YOU ARE NOW ONE OF US YOU SEE.

THEN ALL THE SUDDEN IT WAS PLAIN TO SEE.

AN ANGEL WACHING OVER ME.

HAPPY B-DAY ®‡ø

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Loving Me (HIM)

I bow before the one,

who found me,

He ascended me to flight.

I am lifted in mind, body and spirit,

Extended hands healing in the light of his love.

I have died in love’s arm far beyond my time,

And the sea of faces of love lost stares at me.

They know my pain and they recognize my tears…

I am weak I been beaten…

destiny vanishes before it's time

Then he came to earth to love me!

I live my life in rejoice,

His love is great and pure,

I am reborn a new man! I know meaning of life,

the loss of love was but a dream…

And then when I look inside his eyes

the loss of time was mine...to die.