Being out of work is one thing, but being without Noel makes me feel so scared and alone. Noel started his new school schedule about two weeks ago and Wednesdays are just loaded with courses, he leaves home @ 10am and I don’t see him until 9pm.
How is man to manage? I know that he didn’t come to Bahamas from St. Vincent to be with me
(YES HE DID) but he is here and
I HATE being home alone without him. Which kinda crazy when I think about it because most of my time is spent on the pc writing and reading blogs and he is in the room doing his thing on the pc. So it isn’t even like we are in each other’s personal space like that…I guess it is the thought that he is here, near me that keeps me…Though I still sneak in the room and bother him from time to time…He provides me with a
WONDERFUL refuge in which I can relax and recover from the rigors I face when dealing with my
MANY adult objectives.
I GUESS WHAT THEY SAY IS TRUE, YOU MISS WHAT YOU HAVE WHEN IT IS NOT THERE…¡DAMN I HATE WEDNESDAYS!
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Awww he will be back... and I feel what your saying. ;)
ReplyDeleteIt will be alright!!!! :)
WHAT YOU'RE DESCRIBING MY FRIEND, IS DEFINITELY LOVE.
ReplyDeleteI LOVE IT WHEN YOU SAY THE THOUGHT THAT HE'S THERE, IS WHAT KEEPS YOU. AND THAT, IS TRUE FRIENDSHIP.
You have sweet love.
ReplyDeleteReminds me of hearing how Ronald Reagan said he would miss Nancy Reagan even if she went to the kitchen for a glass of water.
My ideal lover is someone like you.
I HATE this Wednesday.Got my paycheque and it is kinda short so I am fuming right now. :)
BUT HOLD ON RIGHT THERE... I NEED TO RETRACE MY STEPS CAUSE MY MIND JUST REMINDED ME THAT I SAW SOMETHING. FIRST LINES. YOU FEEL SCARED? WHAT DO YOU MEAN?
ReplyDeleteAND THE JOB THING, I'VE BEEN HOPING THAT YOU WOULD NEVER MENTION IT. IT MAKES ME FEEL BAD (LISTEN TO ME). I THINK ABOUT IT NOW AND AGAIN.
Knowing the one you love is in your atmosphere is enough, even when they're not right next to you. That's how i've been feeling lately. That ain't nothing but love baby.
ReplyDeleteAwww, in the words of Sinclair on "Living Single"..woo,woo,woo. lol. I think I understand what you're talking about. I too have no job or anybody for that matter. But I like to keep myself occupied with something though and you should too. Write a cookbook or something...lol
ReplyDeleteDEONTE'K - I KNOW BUT THAT DOESN'T MAKE IT ANY EASIER...
ReplyDeleteLANGSTON BALDWIN - YOU SURE YOU WANT A MAN LIKE ME? L(O)L
ReplyDeleteSHALLOTTE - WHEN I AM HOME I AM BORED AS HELL & THAT SCARES ME SOMETIMES...AS YOU CAN SEE I'VE BEEN POSTING POEMS TO MY BLOG THAT REFLECTS MY MOOD & I HATE FEELING THOSE EMOTIONS MOST TIMES...BEING STILL NOT MOVING I HAVE TO COME TO REALIZATION OF MANY THINGS ABOUT MY LIFE & THAT CAN SCARY SOMETIMES...
ReplyDeleteSCORNED WOMAN - THANK YOU...I KNOW THAT IS A LOT COMING FROM YOU...THANK YOU
ReplyDeleteJB - I WRITE POEMS ALL DAY LONG...
ReplyDeleteAwww! That's so sweet!!!
ReplyDeleteTHAT DUDE RIGHT THERE - I WONDER IF HE THINKS SO?
ReplyDeleteWell, when you LOVE a person you have to remember that you must be ready to have PAIN.
ReplyDeleteThere is no LOVE without PAIN.
The advantage you have is that NOEL is there, not very far from you. To feel alone sometimes could good.
I agree with all the comments received.
So, try to keep you busy with readings, etc...
From Canada
S.
A friend who like both of you.
I can identify and you are experiencing good love! Absence makes the heart grow fonder. It is perfectly okay to to miss Noel when he's away.
ReplyDeleteS - THANK YOU...I WILL TAKE YOUR ADVICE
ReplyDeleteCHET - YEAH I KNOW...
ReplyDeleteBaby I hate Wednesdays as well,being away from you for so long is very difficult,but I take solace in knowing that I get to come home to you when it is all done. I can't say it enough how grateful I am for having you in my life.UR my life, my everything and I LOVE U SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!
ReplyDeleteYES BABY I THINK IT IS VERY SWEET,I AM SMILING FROM EAR TO EAR........
ReplyDeleteI know the feeling. I complained a lot about my family members before leaving for graduate school. Man, it was a LITTLE difficult adjusting to being without them. Just a little :)
ReplyDeleteAbsence does indeed make the heart grow fonder. You'll get your groove back soon.
ummm hun you just said that being with Noel is scary and lonely....TYPO ..yes but you have to do something to occupy your mind while he is away....like, ummm...well...oh well....just do it. hahaha, yea "IT"
ReplyDeletebut your blog fam is here.....were only temperary. But we all love you too...lol
ReplyDeleteOYIN - THE TYPO IS FIXED...THANKS...I DON'T THINK THAT YOU GUYS ARE TEMPORARY @ ALL
ReplyDeleteLOSOJOSNUEVOS - I KNOW I WILL...IT IS JUST TIME SPENT IN BETWEEN THAT I HATE...
ReplyDeleteOSSIE - OKAY, I DON'T THINK I'LL HATE WEDNESDAYS THAT MUCH ANYMORE...
ReplyDeleteAwwwww, lol.
ReplyDeleteOh, How sweet
ReplyDeleteHow was today?
awww thats just so damn CRUTE!!!!
ReplyDelete®‡ø - TODAY WASN'T BAD @ ALL
ReplyDeleteTRU3LOGIC - YOU A MESS
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