I WRITE THIS ENTRY IN REFLECTION OF YEARS PASS WHEN I WAS TOLD THAT IT WAS SENSELESS FOR ME TO PRAY BECAUSE DOES NOT ANSWER A SISSY’S PRAYER. I WAS ABOUT 20 YEARS & BEING TOLD IT WAS A WASTE OF TIME FOR ME TO PRAY BECAUSE MY PRAYERS DON’T GO BEYOND THE CEILING AFFECTED ME. MOREOVER I NOT ONLY BELIEVE IT, I LIVED, BUT THAT WAS THEN& THIS IS NOW. & THOUGH I HAVE THE TRADITIONAL VIEW OF THE CREATOR, I HAVE CONVERSATIONS WITH THE DIVINE ON A DAILY.
I have come to realize that for far too long I have allowed others to determine my salvation; for way too long I have allowed others to me feel as if I was not worthy. As I aged I soon realized that GOD isn't the way people try to make him out to be AND the opinions that were expressed to say otherwise are just that…OPINIONS! I KNOW THAT GOD IS LOVE & LOVE CAN’T BE CAPTURED OR ENSLAVED IN THE WORDS OF A BOOK, NOT EVEN THE BIBLE!
I find it very interesting AND tongue N’ cheek that I a ‘SISSY’ is instructing those that are GOD FEARING on the ways of being human. One would think that these OPPRESSORS would have a better leg to stand on this department since they are Christians and all but…SO: PLEASE PERMIT ME TO CARRY OUT THE HUMAN VIRTUE OF INSTRUCTING THE IGNORANT. ONE SHOULD READ THE BIBLE (BOOK OF FAIRY-TALE) IN DEPTH, & IN CONTEXT, NOT VERSE-BY-VERSE SEEKING OUT THAT WHICH AFFIRMS THE BIASES & HATEFUL PREJUDICES OF THE READER. Being GAY is hard enough AND for us NOT to have some access to the creator is demoralizing. It is so sad that the world that the world is filled with SO many persons that write their own version of the GOOD book AND are VERY selective in how it is decipher are HELL BENT on persecuting HOMOSEXUALS.
DO THEY KNOW THAT THOSE WHO USE THE BIBLE IN THIS WAY DISRESPECT IT? The mere fact that Christians would have a problem with a HOMOSEXUAL praying shows me that they have TURNED OFF THEIR GOD-GIVEN BRAIN AND INTELLECT. HOW HORRIBLE OF THEM, HOW NEGLIGENT, HOW LAZY! Do they realize that they fall into the trap of PRIDEFUL-NESS, HATE & SPIRITUAL ARROGANCE?
HOW CAN THEY CARRY ON IN THIS VAIN & FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEMSELVES? CHRISTIANS NEEDS TO REPENT OF THEIR SINS, SINS THAT ARE FAR WORSE THAN THE NON-HETEROSEXUAL INTERCOURSE THAT THEY WANT TO FORCE ON US. THEY NEED TO SHARE IN THE GREATER LOVE OF GOD, REGARDLESS OF WHO IS GAY OR NOT…I PRAY THAT THEY TRULY OPEN THEIR HEARTS N’ MINDS & BECOME WHAT GOD REALLY WANTS FROM THE HUMAN RACE.