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Friday, 05 February 2010

LIVING APART TWOGETHER (PART II)

I CAN NEVER KISS YOU ENOUGH
I CAN NEVER HOLD YOU ENOUGH
I CAN NEVER MAKE LOVE TO YOU ENOUGH
ALL I CAN DO IS LOVE YOU…

          
So this morning I drop Noel to the airport so he can spend @ least six months in St. Vincent which is his country. This is a bitter-sweet moment for me as I NEVER thought we would be doing this again, but I TOTALLY understand how he feels. From a previous entry, I blogged about how him being here without a job is just KILLING him. No matter how I try to hurry the time by, it just isn’t moving how I would like.

The last time we had to LIVE APART TWOGETHER, I knew when he was going to return…this time there isn’t a set date for his return. @ Work yesterday I sat down thinking about today and I got EXTREMELY sad. No matter how I look @ it, I can ONLY see him NOT being here…I know it is selfish to feel sad when he is doing something for him…for us…I just don’t want to be without him…It didn’t matter what I didn’t have or how crappy my day was…the ONLY thing that mattered is that I had him here waiting for me…

14 comments:

  1. AWWWWW! I feel the same way when my hubby is away!!!

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  2. Sorry to hear that, my friend. It sucks, I know, but love sometimes is a long-run project, and love can fly over oceans and seas.

    Which kind of reminds me of this song:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xz-UvQYAmbg&feature=fvw

    Sky(pe) is the limit.

    Hugs!

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  3. I know exactly how you feel my friend.
    Here's a cyber hug from me to you.
    It's warm and sort of sexually suggestive but not too pushy in case you don't hug back the way I was hoping when I gently nudged you with my groin.
    It's that kind of hug.
    :p

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  4. May the separation be shorter than anticipated and the wealth found be in the connection of two souls be even shorter. Everyone has to find that place where they feel they are contributing to the union or it becomes internally destructive. he will find his work and you will be pleased in it. Be Well friend.

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  5. so sorry to hear that. but it sounds like this will be a growing opportunity for both of you. love will conquer all things. and it's ok to feel sad. xoxo

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  6. wow..that was beautiful. The absence is only going to make the bond you two have even stronger.

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  7. REGGIE - IT NEVER GETS EASY HUH?

    EDUARDO - THANKS FOR THE SONG!

    COGENT - THANKS FOR THE HUG GUY!

    THE WALKING MAN - FROM CYBERSPACE TO THE GOD'S EYES...THANKS MY FRIEND...

    CORVEDACOSTA - IT IS A GOOD FEELING HUH?

    PHOTOGREG - THANKS CAUSE I FEEL SAD...

    TOY COUTURE - I KNOW IT WILL, IT IS JUST THE TIME APART THAT I HATE!

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  8. Awww buddy.... :(

    Here a hug & I hope he comes home to u soon....

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  9. The moment I read this a song came to mind, the song is sung by Boyz II Men (On Bended Knee). I guess it just reminds me of a time in my life when a seperation took place, totally different circumstance, but the song helped to ease the pain hopefully you will listen to it and find some strength.

    Time heals all wounds, you and Noel will be back together again soon. Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

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  10. I just hope that the two of you will be together again as soon as you can. We have all followed you and Noel for so long that it's like family. By the way, the Marvin-Tammi clip looks like the one I have from the 1963? NY World's Fair site. Or is it a different place?
    Scott

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  11. DEONTE'K - THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!

    CHET - YEAH, HE WILL BE BACK SOONER THAN WE BOTH THINK...

    SCOTT - THANK YOU FOR YOUR KIND WORDS...I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THE FOOTAGE IN THE VIDEO...

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  12. It's not selfish at all for you to want him not to leave. That's your baby, and when you're in love all you want is to be close to that person. At times even a couple feet can seem like a distance. But when that person is so far out of reach that you're left with memories, or phone calls, it becomes a burden. The happiness of it all turns to loneliness. You two have so much strength in your relationship, and I know in my heart that the time apart will only be an obstacle you face today, to make you stronger tomorrow...Plus, think of all the "welcome home" sex you can lay down on him when he returns! LMAO (Always a silver lining...)

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