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Friday, 13 January 2012

OLDIE, BUT GOODIE: ¿WHY?


Why do men get upset when they can't get what they want? TALK ABOUT WHEN THE MYTH GOES...Ok there is this man that wants to F&CK me right (AGAIN) only this time he wants it to be a 3SUM. Now the thing is that I have no problems getting down with him, but I think that he is the type that likes to GET it when HE wants it....Now if anyone knows me, you know that I don't get down like that; especially since this man stepped to me all wrong...Granted I know he is fed up, but the last time I checked...I DECIDED WHO I WILL F&CK & WHO WILL F&CK ME!

Hence I've come to understand that whether this man understands it or not, he has organized himself in this behavioral system because he is knowledge deficient. When I say knowledge deficient, I am looking at his lack of awareness within his very life. He has nothing of substance to hold onto and is seeking some sort of comfort and joy (IF ONLY 4 A FEW MINUTES?) Honestly I hate a needy MAN; I can't stand a MAN that can't respect another MAN's choice. TO BE REALLY HONEST, THE SEX WAS BAD (IS THAT A REFLECTION ON ME?) & THOUGH I THOUGHT OF GIVING IT A SECOND GO I WASN'T 4 IT ANYMORE...So by now he realizes that I don't ever compromise MY sub-conscious, even if it means risking ridicule and rejection. I am true to myself and I live my own life…NEVER ALLOWING A JOKER SUCH AS HE DECIDING WHAT IS BEST FOR ME. This MAN won’t make me unhappy because I was false to myself.

So tell me why? Why you want to see that I am cold as this world? Why did you think I was a sweet BOY? Why didn’t he learn that everything is a lie? Why didn’t he know that I sometimes feel like Pinocchio, just waiting to be real? Why would he want to be a substitute in my life? (DON’T THINK SEX WITH ME WOULD UPLIFT HIM). Why do I feel like SEX with him is like committing SUICIDEI feel like mother earth crying please with no help in sight…GOD I PRAY YOU WILL SAVE ME…from this dead world I am in, men like him make me feel like being gagged and bound…I know there is a liar in ME for I have opened the F&CK GATES! BUT IF I KNEW ONE TRULY GOOD THING IS THAT I TRULY DON’T WANT YOU TO F&CK ME! Can you tell me WHY? 


7 comments:

  1. You gotta hate thos eguys that think just because you fuck once it gives him free access whenever he wants. Do they. Of realize no strings run both ways? I am very happy right now to be out of the single scene. Too many guys seem to think they are all that, and most of those guys have very little going for them other than ginormous egos.

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  2. Do they not realize*. Sorry, damn iPhone.

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  3. JAMIES: GLAD YOU SEE MY POINT OF VIEW. BACK WHEN I FIRST WROTE THIS ENTRY, I WOULD ALWAYS PONDER IF I SHOULD BECAUSE FOLKS WOULD SAY THAT I BASH TOO MUCH.

    L(O)L @ YOUR iPHONE!

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  4. what Jamies don't seem to realize is that she is just the type of bitch we love to fuck over. You know, the type of bitch who thinks shes "equal". BITCH PLEASE! We want knowthing more than to fuck you in every hole, maybe pass you to of boys so they can get you too, shit on you in public and then dump your ass and move on to the next bitch for just more of the same. LMAO Thats all your good for.

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  5. ANON: YOU CERTAINLY SAID A MOUTHFUL!

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  6. Very interesting to say the least, this hits so close to home with a current situation that is taking place in my own backyard.

    In the past I have mentioned the brothas that I socialize with, can't exactly call them friends because there has been to many instances where these kats have created more than enough distrust and drama.

    Most of them tend to think that they are the Cat's Meow and can have any man they want, just recently I had met a young brotha and we had become quite chummy, but the moment I introduced one of my so called friends to Ced (young brotha) all hell broke loose!

    The Brotha (Mike) called me and started ranting and raving about how he knew the dud wanted him and that I should just step aside.

    I told that clown, I don't do street trade and I have no interest in the brotha, but Mike wanted to assure me that he was going to have the brotha because he could have anyone he wants.

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  7. CHET: I SURELY HOPE THAT YOU ARE NO LONGER FRIENDS WITH PEOPLE THAT BRING NEGATIVE DRAMA IN YOUR LIFE.

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