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Sunday, 07 June 2009

DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE...


HIM: omg
HIM: what a HOT PIC
ME: lol
HIM: oooooooomg
ME: so wot's yr fetish?
HIM: scents
HIM: can be like a turn on can be like a turn on
ME: yep
HIM: u?
HIM: what’s yours?
ME: I LOVE FEET N’ TOES
ME: but on my hubby I LOVE his nipples
HIM: u have a hubby
HIM: lol
ME: yeah
ME: I do
HIM: say ya hubby
HIM: lol
ME: yep
ME: just a matter of us making it official
HIM: huh
HIM: u wanna get married
ME: wanna?
HIM: ?
ME: nah we beyond that stage
HIM: what do you mean?
ME: we are going to get married
HIM: beyond that stage
HIM: WOW
HIM: u wanna go be 4 God
HIM: with this love
ME: mos def
HIM: omg
ME: wot?
HIM: huh
ME: why the omg?
HIM: I mean you can do ya thing
ME: so u against two men doing their thing?
HIM: no not really
ME: not really
ME: means somewhat…
HIM: but when it comes down 2 the bible
HIM: and the teachings of God?
ME: the bible is the teaching of God?
ME: or man?
HIM: u know some things are wrong
ME: if you feel that homosexuality is wrong that’s understandable but I don’t
HIM: yeah it is wrong
ME: well don’t do it
ME: r u a practicing homosexual?
HIM: yeah I know what I’m doing is wrong
ME: okay
ME: sorry to hear that you are doing it wrong
HIM: but I know how far to take it
ME: okay
HIM: okay
ME: yep…



So the chat session I had on msn the other day is the focus of my blog entry today and as you can see it started out okay, but after a while I couldn’t participate anymore. You see anyone that knows me, knows that I have HUGE problem with the book we call the bible. Most people tell me that I can’t say that it isn’t real OR authentic and tell them that they can’t tell that it is…And often there is a huge debate on THE GREAT BOOK OF FAIRY TALES, but that day I didn’t care to shine a light for him to see and I am NOT in the business of defeating an IGNORANT man with an argument. SO HERE I GO…My BIGGEST problem with the bible is that if it was reportedly written by men inspired by God, did such inspiration stop 2000 years ago? If so, the human race must certainly be doomed…right? So while men such him consciously pursue their spiritual development, how can they say something they have NO prior knowledge of can AND should dictate our lives here on this planet? WAIT, I GET IT, they walk by in SHAME that assures them that the book (a.k.a. the bible) is right…But from what I see, the GREAT book doesn’t sponsor conscious living and it only causes us to take on the baggage of ORGANIZED religion. Hence I find it IGNORANT for a man to walk a life in GAY shoes ONLY to come out saying that his life is a lie because the book says it wrong…Talk about how IGNORANCE isn’t bliss anymore, it is OBLIVION! I find that men like him will CONSTANTLY find themselves on their knees sucking some man’s dick AND seeking forgiveness for going against the GREAT book. How much longer are we going to play the idiocy AND hypocrisy game? The idiocy route allows us to WILLINGLY swallow all of the contrived, man-made drivel that’s fed to us, while we put our trust in someone who thinks they know what they’re talking about. Eat your dogmaSUCH A DAMN GOOD BOY AIN’T HE? I suppose I should have congratulated him, after all he is a believer who will be saved, enlightened AND greeted with TREMENDOUS fanfare when HE dies…Unless the GREAT book turns out to not to be true. Nah…if the man in the robe says it’s true, it MUST be true…right? Talk about hypocrisy…NOT only doesn’t he believe in the GOOD BOOK, he continues to indulge his dick N’ ass whenever possible. Surely he doesn’t swallow that the bull with his mouth full of joy juice right? He sees my actions as wrong because I make them real as he stays in the rabbit hole. Such a shame to be raised to HATE yourself while carrying around beliefs that were forced into you from the day you were born. Though I understand, that is NO excuse…I’ve outgrown my baby stage a while ago AND isn’t it time men AND women outgrow our baby religion? To have this casual pursuit, while still feed on breast milk because you figure it’s good enough to get you a free ride into a half-decent afterlife is just plain IGNORANT! What gives someone like him the right to try and take away the happiness I want for myself? Do you think he’ll ever see his delusion? Does it even matter? SHIT! IF A MAN HAS TO THROW OUT SO MUCH OF HIMSELF TO MAKE HIS CHOSEN BELIEF SYSTEM PALATABLE, HE HAS SO MUCH TO REPENT FOR…I SUPPOSE I SHOULD HAVE TOLD HIM TO FREE HIMSELF FROM THE MENTAL BAGGAGE, STOP LOOKING TO A BOOK FOR PERMISSION TO LIVE & START THINKING ON HIS OWN, BUT I AM NOT THE AUTHOR OF THE GOOD BOOK & IT IS NOT MY JOB TO TELL OTHERS HOW THEY SHOULD LIVE…SO I TAKE SOLACE IN THE FACT THAT IF HIS GOD EXISTS, HE’S SMART ENOUGH TO SEE THROUGH HIS FAKE ID…PEOPLE LIKE HIM WILL NEVER LOWER MY CONSCIOUSNESS BECAUSE THEIR TRIP DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE SEEMS LIKE A PERMANENT ONE…


12 comments:

  1. i have always wondered how the bible didnt suffer from the same fate as the telephone game. I mean between it's age and being translated several 100 times in languages that dont always go word for word how is it that this book has managed to stay exactly the same from inception?

    Nobody is ever able to answer my question......

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  2. "How much longer are we going to play the idiocy AND hypocrisy game?" says the Good Pastor Kishna.

    Add to that the game of Ignorance and Self-Hatred! There comes a time, not only with the males that you write about here, but with ALL of us, when we are just forced to become RESPONSIBLE! Sooner or later, life has a way of confronting each and every one of us, face to face, with OURSELVES with all of our isms, schisms, garbage and personal demons!

    At some point, these blind followers of the rehashed man-made dogmas, will have to look at their obvious conundrums and glaring hypocrisies and ask "how did I get here" "where am I going" "who do I want to be" "am I (or am I not) worthy of life and liberty" "why do I hate myself and others like me" and the list goes on. It's at these times when the really hard choices are going to be made.

    Some of us will choose to stay in the rabbit hole, Kishna. All the rest of us can do is keep writing our blogs, keep living our authentic lives, keep trying to show and make a difference in the best ways we know how. But no matter how many blogposts, how many instant messages in chat-rooms, or how much real life in folk's faces is going to make a difference until some of us GET REAL AND GET A REAL LIFE ! In the end,(I think) all we will be RESPONSIBLE for is OURSELVES and not anyone else.

    Misery so loves company! I'm sure that guy was used to finding just what he was looking for with his conflicted self - another miserable soul. You were right to shut him down - quick, fast and in a hurry! WHY put up with, and put yourself out for somebody else's MESS and STRESS!

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  3. Excellent post; of course, I'm 100% in agreement (or 110% as they like to say on The Apprentice).

    I still find it hard to believe people can actually think the way Him does, but then again...

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  4. I feel your pain, I really do. It's such funny timing that I read this post from you. It's not funny, but actually comforting to know that I'm not the only one who feels sane for not feeling "guilty" about being in gay union.

    I'm currently living in Florida right now, and this weekend at Disney World was the celebration of Gay Days. We (My husband and I) decided to check out the expo they had going on. We walked in, holding hands, and must've struck some jealousy chords somewhere, cause out of the woodworks were these three people that surrounded us and were trying to tell us that we're sinners, and there is a hell, and that our love isn't real.

    They were trying to say that we weren't gay but only confused because at some point we must have been molested, or seen something we shouldn't have, or spent too much time with Mom, or too much time with Dad. They had us pinned there for well over an hour. I kept telling them, "I respect your beliefs but your God is not ours." You know the universal term for fuck off. They weren't getting the message very clearly. Everything I said to him, explaining to him why I don't believe, he had some off topic response too, that must have really been making his head swell.

    Either way, to make a long story short, we didn't get to see the Expo. It had closed while they had us corralled. We went home feeling like shit, and Gay Days, wasn't such a happy event that day.

    I love what my husband said though. He said, maybe, just maybe there's a God. But if there is, then them talking to us, singling us out as a couple, was only a test for our love for each other. One in which we passed with flying colors.

    I love your blog, and keep the writing! You have such an inspirational and beautiful mind! Thank you,
    ~Mikel

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  5. Hey I understand exactly what you are saying about what people say when they are going by the bible. My pastor got on that issue and I wanted to walk out. God doesnt just forgive the murderers and the liars and theives.......these are sins too. So whats wrong with 2 people being happy??

    Love you Kishna no matter who else you love!

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  6. When I took a college course in Divinity, the professor was a Catholic nun. It wasn't part of degree requirement, but more so for personal enlightenment. It was by far the most memorable course, because the very first day, she walked in, shut the door, and outlined 3 points and insisted that we remember those points while learning the Bible:
    1. It was written by men/women;
    2. Context lost or changed thru time and translation;
    3. For there is faith, there is doubt;

    She was obviously a devout Catholic, being a nun and all, but those 3 statements on the first day opened up the class to so many wonderful and thought-provoking questions.

    If only others are as open-minded....

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  7. ME: sorry to hear that you are doing it wrong.

    awesome quote.

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  8. {Ian can't think of anything pertinent to say that hasn't been said already so he just smiles at the intelligence of his peers...}

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  9. I have to agree with Ian...there is nothing more to be said. You tell it like it is and like it should be. I believe God is as proud of you just like i am

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  10. In recent days I have come to understand (and trying to accept)that the things we know and our level of knowledge regarding God/faith/religion, is not the same. Some supposedly know more than others; some understand things differently; and our faith is never the same.

    To me, the bible is a general guideline; a teacher. But I also think that there might be some level of human error/misunderstanding contained in some of things mentioned in the bible.

    But on the whole I think the bible provides us with some lessons by drawing on events surrounding for e.g., the building of the Arc by Noah; the journey of the Israelites through the desert; the end of King Nebuchadnessar's reign; Shadrack, Meshack & Abnednego's survival in the fire; miracles performed by Moses; Jesus walking on water, etc.

    All of these events teach us that what God decrees, no man can change; that God is the Almighty & Supreme Being; that the path of God requires perseverance; that we should have faith & belief in God, etc.

    Having said that, I think there could have been some errors recorded in the bible. It is a possibility, wherever a human being is involved. I think in some instances there could have been misinterpretation or misunderstanding of God's messages.

    It can happen when prophets 'misread' God's visions; when messengers find themselves unable to distinguish between their own human thinking and God's 'voice'; when over the years writers of the bible have misinterpreted some of the teachings of Christ. But on the whole, I think the bible provides some valuable lessons.

    But I think the best source of truth is our own conscience, if we really listen.

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  12. D. J. – I’VE WONDERED THE VERY SAME THING, BU T IN THE END I’VE COME TO REALIZE THAT MOST HUMANS ARE FOLLOWERS & THEY DON’T QUESTION THINGS THAT DON’T ADD UP…

    COREY – YOU ALWAYS KNOW HOW TO PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE…THANK YOU FOR BEING SO ON POINT!

    KA-OS – BUT THEN AGAIN INDEED…

    MIKEL PERNISCO – YOU FINDING THIS BLOG SAYS TO ME THAT ARE TRULY NO ACCIDENTS & THAT I WAS MEANT TO WRITE THIS ENTRY TO CONNECT US…I AM PLEASE TO HEAR THAT YOU HAVE A HUSBAND & I AM SAD THAT YOUR GAYDAY DIDN’T GO AS PLAN, BUT @ LEAST YOU HAVE SOMEONE YOU CAN DO IT AGAIN WITH NEXT TIME…SO TO THOSE OUT THERE THAT CAN’T KEEP THEIR FINGERS OUR OF ASSES I SAY F&CK YOU!

    OYIN – THE THING WRONG IS PEOPLE LIKE YOUR PASTOR & NOT US WE SEEK A LIFE OF LOVE N’ HAPPINESS…

    DUSTY BOOT – I KNOW I WOULD HAVE LOVED HER!!!

    MECHADUDE2001 – THAT TOTALLY WHEN OVER HIS HEAD!

    IAN – YOU CRACK ME UP DUDE…

    TRU3LOGIC – DON’T LET THEM HEAR YOU SAY GOD IS PROUD OF ME…ROTFLMAO…

    MISS SHALLOTTE – I AM JUST HAPPY TO HAVE YOU HERE AGAIN & OF COURSE YOU ARE ON POINT AS ALWAYS…

    YAFAJ – THANK YOU & I WILL CHECK OUT YOUR BLOG…

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